Street Lights

At night the most amazing things happen. Love blossoms, late night adventures, and new beginnings. Some say love is the strongest bond. I don't doubt it but i believe friendship is. When i was down in the dumbs heart broken and alone a good friend of mine gave me a night to remember. Crazy car rides, many trips to Safeway, and TP ing. Well i feel like friendship is the path to love since it should go hand in hand. You should be friendly with the one you love and you should love the one you are friends with. I just cant explain myself though. The hardest thing i've had to do is walk away from many great friends whom wanted more. This time i'm the one whose looking the way they are. Their helping hand has given me a chance to move on but now i have the chance to move i have no where to go. The problem with love is that it keeps you incomplete and you can never run away from that because that incompleteness is everywhere, all around you, all the time. 

lost

Have you ever felt lost? Everyone takes for granted what they have. My problem was i had the best thing which possibly could fall im my arms which i took for granted and now im alone and cold. This person was my god, life, world everything you could think about. Everything i had went into this person and when things broke off i was nothing. Since there was literally nothing left in me and i guess thats my fault. I should have had worked harder. Im pathetic because i will always be waiting for him even if i have to wait forever. Hes all i really got and now im alone. Take some advice from me just who ever you have hold on to them and make them feel how they make you feel. Even if you know that they are your everything make sure they know. Try not to hurt yourself and wait around because there are so many more fish in the sea. I know its such a stupid thing to say but there are but my fish has gone away and i cant get another one. If your in this situation all i can say is have an amazing imagination, drugs, and sleep can cure this. If you love someone just dont let them go though.