Dont you despise it when someone talks shit and the only person in the world who you think wouldnt believe that idot does? Well today was shocking. I wake up get bitched at by my mom and another horrible thing happens ( i cant tell you audience sorry), then i go see the guy who i have all hope in and he drops it in front of me. He tells me i did something and to think about it and then leaves. He ignores my phone calls as i drive with my eyes dripping from tears and stressed. i get a simple text here and there showing im always wrong and im just in bed looking at how the night has gone and well i just see that im a very sad person without this guy. Idk if you ever see this i want you to know that the name you repeated repdetly in the morning i looked and all i saw was a pathetic old friend who was friends with trees and if a pathetic person like that tells lies and you believe it then you just dropped my hope. I know i probably wont have the balls to give this to you because i never do but hey writing should make me feel better becuase it usually does. Sorry for what ever you are going through while you dont talk to me and think about imaginary things. Ill be at home thinking about what i do is wrong.

Night