letter to you

Hi,

My name is Kirpa. If you dont remember we met February 4th 2001. You didnt really know who i was, and i was definitely clueless about you. My birthday on the train through Sunols beautiful mountain tops is where we first met. I found out that we were suppose to be friends, weeks later as you showed up at my house randomly with you sister and parents. Weird how things have changed but thats how we started off. You were a troubled mind with knifes... LOL... ok not troubled but you were a boy and i was some what of a girl. You always made fun of me and I tried to laugh at myself. But as we grew we laughed together. I really was a tough one to get along with. I hit you in the head with a golf club and gave you stitches but even after that you considered me as a friend. We began getting interested with each other by holding hands or touching each other in quiet movements. I would flirt and you smiled back. Our start was so simple and beautifully innocent. As i was introduced to a new world our worlds collided. I was finally old enough to "hang" with you. Mixtapes, movies, jackass shows came my way and i loved every bit of it. Our first step towards something other than friendhsip was our night at the movies, Norbit was the name of that retched movie.  KP joined us in that soundful hall of idots. Even though the hall was filled with noise it was so quiet between us. We would occasionally share glacnces and shyly move away. Our movements were suttle, and as i gentley layed my head upon your shoulder your body gave me warmth. I remember very well while the crowd laughed noisfully you looked at me and asked me if i would be your girl. Being scared and shocked i looked away and pretended like i didnt hear. My world had just been lifted up to heaven but i shot it down  as i shot you down. Months after, you brought up the courage to ask me again we became extrememly fond of each other and talked for hours on the phone. One night (april 5th) while we talked about our dreams you recited a poem and asked me if i would be your girl. My world was already heaven and now i was infinite. I never had a boy who liked me as much as i liked him. I never thought of myself as a pretty girl. He saw something else in me. We were a couple and everything in my life couldnt have been any better. Two nights after you aksed me i was finally going to meet my "boyfriend". Every sudden move which happened was history. First kiss, touch, and hold. As i experienced my first kiss the witnesses around where shocked and were suspected to case trouble in the future. We were over welmed by the young love. As we both grew older conflicts in my mind got to me and we broke off for stupid reasons and fights numerous times. We were frustrated but very much in love. I loved you more than anything or one in this world. But our lifes were about to ride the rollercoaster of hell. We were angry with each other and things were said which shouldnt have had been said. You made school for me a living hell and i broke your heart. In the end we finally left each other and i am the one with a broken heart. Our path in life have made us choose difficult decisions. We thought we were mature enought to love and cherish each other but i guess we were wrong. I loved you and trusted you with life but maybe i shouldnt have.I know now not to put my trust in people and love with an open heart. Hopefully one day i will see you walking down the road as we are older. I will smile and enjoy your presence as you once enjoyed mine. I am complete because i know what we had was pure and no one can change that. See you some sunny day.